Your words in my head, knives in my heart

“Pain is a pesky part of being human, I've learned it feels like a stab wound to the heart, something I wish we could all do without, in our lives here. Pain is a sudden hurt that can't be escaped. But then I have also learned that because of pain, I can feel the beauty, tenderness, and freedom of healing. Pain feels like a fast stab wound to the heart. But then healing feels like the wind against your face when you are spreading your wings and flying through the air! We may not have wings growing out of our backs, but healing is the closest thing that will give us that wind against our faces.” 

- C. JoyBell C.

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

Hope you guys had a good start to 2014. If  you guys didn't then I'm sorry. So what did I do on my first day of 2014? I slept until 5pm and I realized half of my day was gone. But..I did have fun last night with my awesome people. We went to Mount Faber to see the fireworks and I thought the fireworks were going to be big but it was far away and we could only see a bit of it. But it was fun hanging out and actually countdown with them. Honestly, this was my first countdown with anyone. I would usually sit at home and party all by myself  like this...

Anyway, I had a blast yesterday and it was the only night when I can go back home late. I felt so free like a bird. Lol. We met at Vivo first to have our dinner before we went to Mount Faber to see the fireworks. While we were walking aimlessly waiting for some people to arrive, we met Bryan and Abigail at some shop. It looked as if they were on a date hmmmm...but they actually had plans with the others. After having our dinner, guess who we bumped into again? We bumped into them again plus Venus and Ian were with them too! It felt really good seeing them on the last day of 2013. 

11th & 12th batch ICs hehe i love this pic

haha bryan irritating ! Love him!

Abigail, my IC when I was a junior, love her!

Tell me who can resist this cute face of hers? Haha

So we decided to go our separate ways and let them enjoy their 'date' hahaa. After that we went to cheers to buy some snacks in case we get hungry along the way. So we took a bus and alighted at a place and we walked all the way to Mount Faber. It was really tiring honestly. Tiring than PT. Luckily I didn't wear high heels. The view was amazing and breathtaking. It didn't feel like I was in Singapore. We took a lot of pictures along the way. 

no we are not ready

dem boys getting in the mood

While we waited for the clock to strike midnight, we chilled and also played truth or dare. It was hilarious and we laughed our hearts out. I will never forget the last day of 2013. It was a change for me. 2013 was a roller coaster ride for me. It made me who I am today. I regretted, loved and changed for the better. Let's hope 2014 will a better year for all of us. I really hope I can become a better IC for my juniors. To help and care for them. As a senior, I will try my best. For my seniors, thank you too for always helping us. I am really grateful to those who have stayed by my side all these while especially those who made me smile when I'm at my lowest. To those who left me, thank you too, because of you, I've changed and became more wiser. I'm really blessed. 

And lastly, thank you guys for making my last day of 2013 special. Thank you. Let's hope 2014 will be a better year! Happy New Year everyone! :)

Hello there. It's Sunday and here I am rotting at home. So I decided to blog and share with you guys what I did for the past couple of days. Lately I have been eating a lot and I feel like I've gain weight. I should totally start exercising oh my god. The weather has been pretty cold lately or is it just me? I don't know maybe it's just me but the weather is fine for the last couple of days. That's a good thing. So on Friday, my family decided to go Bedok Mall as i mentioned on the previous post. So it was their first time going there and they were quite pleased. Oh we went there to shop clothes for my brothers. They really need a fashion makeover but shopping with them was horrifying. They were so choosy. Even choosier than me. The things that I picked out for them, they dislike it. Even the nicest clothes, they rejected. God please save me. In the end, they we didn't buy anything. That's what you get for being choosy dear brothers. 

Oh and oh! I did say that I got room makeover for my advanced birthday but Dad said we need to plan things out first. So he said to thought of others stuffs to get for my birthday. And i remembered I really wanted a New Balance shoe. I told him that I wanted a shoe and guess what he said. He said choose any and he will buy for me! Oh my God, I was so speechless and happy at the same time that he actually allow me to pick any shoe that I want hehe. But i'm in a dilemma though. I don't know what color to choose. 

I really don't know which color to choose. But most likely I will buy the Floral Hemp. I kinda like the cute floral design inside the shoe. Oh and I also ordered a New Balance shoe (fake one) online and I'm getting by tomorrow. Hope the size fits me. Can't wait! Moving on...after a failed shopping trip with my family, we decided to head to Pizza Hut for dinner as it was the last Friday of the year. So why not right? Oh and the hot chocolate was the bomb! I really love it. I have a thing for hot chocolates now I don't know why. 

So delicious omggggg

The food was delicious as expected there were some things that I was disappointed in. We waited for a long time for the pizza and the chickens to arrive. We waited almost an hour for the food. So we were quite irritated because we were really hungry at that time. But once we got the food, we became happy people lol! It was really mouth watering but maybe this will be my last time eating at Pizza Hut. I don't like to wait for such a long time for the food to come. I rather eat at Pastamania. But it was a good dinner with family. 

Saturday, 28th Dec 2013

On the 28th, had a catch up session with my 7/11 family in the evening. 7/11 family is one of my favorite group of friends from secondary school. We have been friends since secondary one. I really miss hanging out with them. The reason why we called ourselves the 7/11 family is because we would usually hang out at 7/11 near our school. That's our spot where we 'lepak' during sec school days. I miss those days. But sadly, it was only four us who came down yesterday. Afiqah, Haziq, Azam and me. 

Had a great time with them. Sharing stories and talked about our old crushes haha. Haziq is the winner because he has 7 crushes in total. We totally can't beat him. Even though it was a short meeting, I had fun and I really miss hanging out with the 7/11 family. Till we meet again guys, hopefully soon. I will end this post with a video of me having trouble opening a snack. 

Oh look how happy I was after opening it. Well, goodbye for now.

I seriously got to stop

OOTD : Floral top from bugis and long skirt from Cotton On. With my arm candies
which I love a lot and although you can't see it, but I'm wearing my fav infinity necklace.
And a cute bag from Rubi to complete the whole look.

Hey guys it's me again. I've realized that I start to blog daily now. The reason is, I am bored and I just wanted to share what I've been doing so far. I also realized that I love to write and when I write, I just can't seem to stop. So if this post is long or draggy, please forgive me. So today was just a normal day for me. My initial plan was to go school for junior prac but for some reasons, I can't go school. So decided to go grocery shopping...alone. Yes, alone once again. It was actually quite fun as nobody was there to control what I had to do or buy. I can just buy anything I want. So the feeling is good. 

Mmmmmm me love cereals!! All of my favourite cereals above hehe. But no I don't like veggies. I just took that photo because I like the color haahhaa. So overall, the experience of going grocery shopping alone was not bad although I prefer going with a buddy. Then I went around and guess what I bought....

Uhuh I bought this oversized denim jacket at $20 ONLY! It was on sale keke. You can wear it as an outerwear or even a dress. You can accessorize it with a statement necklace or any type of necklaces to complete the look. Whichever you feel comfortable with. Killing two birds with one stone aw yeah! I am so happy.

I was too happy. Please don't look at my nasty feet thank you/

That's all I did for today. I just went grocery shopping and was lucky to find the cheap oversize denim. Gosh I seriously got to stop shopping. But I really wish I did go to school just now sigh. Oh & I gotta thanked my mum for being the photographer today. Thank you Mum. I shall finish this post with a....